all mixed up
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Eventful day
Today i just want to write down whats happening today. Today I played my role as:
i. citizen of the cyberworld
ii. a housewife
iii. a good member of the society
iv. teacher
v. mother, counselor and a good friend
Role no. 1 A citizen of the cyberworld
I woke up very early at 5.00 am and very eager to check my facebook coz just yesterday i was able to get a link with my sisters and nieces. We got in touch and felt so much closer as tho there is no boundary between us . That is what i call as meeting in the cyber space. I felt that i was back at home. Oh it was so wounderful.
Role no. 2 A housewife
Tho i was busy with my cyberworld my house chores was not neglected
Role no.3 A good member of the society
Ikut rombongan org gi kahwin istilahnya amik makan.Kak Kiah di belakang rumah sewa. Sbenarnya malas nak gi tp dah dia ngaku nak gi so no choice.Actually i dah dpt tolak dengan baik pelawaan itu tp kak kiah tu bijak. Dilihatnya dia menyidai kain cepat2nya datang ngajak.I malas nak ikut sbenarnya rasanya mcm dia tak ikhlas je dgn kita. Lama 4 tahun duduk di rumah sewa ni payah sgt dia nak tegur.pada mula2 dulu lg le pandang pun tak. Maklumle kita org penyewa.Agaknya sbb dulu ikut rombongan Jabar gi kahwin kat Merlimau tu dia ajak nak meramaikan rombongan dia. Smlm masa kita gi rumah dia tak dibaginya kita bag isi barang utk jemputan. Kita nak balik bawa sekotak cumi je. Dia suka bagi beg tu berpilih pilih ada org dia bagi ada org dia tak bagi. I cukup tidak berkenan didouble standard jemputan begitu. Nak bg bg pada semua tak nak bg jgn bagi semua ni ada first kelas jemputan dan kita ni hanyale org mendatang je. Kecik hati smlm tp nasib baik kak kiah sedar akan tidak sedap gitu agaknya dia pun bg beg yang nampak dah ronyok2 tp terima jugale dengan hati yg terluka. Org lain sesampai je terus diberikan beg kita dah hampir terlepas jgn malu kemudian hari agaknya baru dia nak bagi kita beg tu. Sebenarnya apbila ada kelas kelas jemputan mcm tu kita yang balik pun segan. Org lain balik bawa beg kita balik tangan kosong terasa jgn tidak je dia jemput kita. Pernah pergi jemputan dibuatkan begitu juga rumah org kahwin seblh dengan ayu car wash. org lain diberikan beg kita balik tangan kosong sebutir gula gulapun tak dapat. malu rasanya dan kecik hati. Lps itu jemputan hari lain tak nak gi dah.
Tp ida sangat baik. Dia ada tgk kita ni jenis yang bukan sombong tp penyegan agaknya dia bungkus makanan banyak bagi kita. Terima kasih ida.
Role no. 4 A teacher
Hari ni siap soalan kertas 2 perdagangan kelas rose. Siap print lg 2 set sbb tidak boleh print kat sekolah. Rasa marah dan kecewa pun ada juga. Apsal pula kita print/fotostat dengan no claim. Kita boleh claim kt sekolah sbnarnya. Mm kita bayar yuran dan mereka layak dpt peruntukan peperiksaan.Kita ada banyak duit boleh diberikan claim kepada guru tp kalau kita pilih untuk menyusahkan diri sendiri tak tahu apa akibatnya nanti...... ada ke sense of belonging di kalangan para guru...... biarkan..........
Role no 5 a mother, a counselor and a good friend.
Kesian anakku hari ini. She is growing up to be a matured girl. What she is going thru is part of growing up..... I don know what will happen after this i can only hope and pray for the best to happen to her. May Allah give her strength and blessing. surely Allah loves her and ..... i don know what to write.... as tho i can feel the pain in her heart. i can only comfort her and give her reasons ... that is part and parcel of growing up. i told her that she should be grateful that she been given the chance to love and being loved.... a sweet experience for a growing up girl.... The pain of love is the same as the pain you experience when you first learn to walk or cycling. Your first experience learning to cycle, you will fall and hurt yourself but it is from this experience that you will to be an expert. And so is her. She might be a little possessive, swings with jealously but that is because she is a first timer.She is too open because she has open her heart and feels that half of her is his and half of his is her. With that in mind she would not like anybody to intrude into her territory..... but i have told her many times.... you have too long a time in front of you... anything can happen at any time..... so spare some space for yourself... i told her there are something that you have to keep to yourself and will become your secret weapon... i guess she is too naive... but anyway let her go thru this experience at least ... it is an exeprience... an experience is something that you have to go thru to be more matured..... so welcome to the world of matured people.. my love....... But there is one condition that i gave her before she indulge herself in there.... i told her... if you want to go into a relationship you must also be ready to let it go any time.... because there is nothing is eternity except Allah..... So that is experience.... The sun will still shine and life will still go on cos oxygen is free... so take a deep breath and surely it will be breathing taking seperti dekat highway tu... orang yang berdiri dekat cliff menyedut udara segar..........
That is what happen today...............
i. citizen of the cyberworld
ii. a housewife
iii. a good member of the society
iv. teacher
v. mother, counselor and a good friend
Role no. 1 A citizen of the cyberworld
I woke up very early at 5.00 am and very eager to check my facebook coz just yesterday i was able to get a link with my sisters and nieces. We got in touch and felt so much closer as tho there is no boundary between us . That is what i call as meeting in the cyber space. I felt that i was back at home. Oh it was so wounderful.
Role no. 2 A housewife
Tho i was busy with my cyberworld my house chores was not neglected
Role no.3 A good member of the society
Ikut rombongan org gi kahwin istilahnya amik makan.Kak Kiah di belakang rumah sewa. Sbenarnya malas nak gi tp dah dia ngaku nak gi so no choice.Actually i dah dpt tolak dengan baik pelawaan itu tp kak kiah tu bijak. Dilihatnya dia menyidai kain cepat2nya datang ngajak.I malas nak ikut sbenarnya rasanya mcm dia tak ikhlas je dgn kita. Lama 4 tahun duduk di rumah sewa ni payah sgt dia nak tegur.pada mula2 dulu lg le pandang pun tak. Maklumle kita org penyewa.Agaknya sbb dulu ikut rombongan Jabar gi kahwin kat Merlimau tu dia ajak nak meramaikan rombongan dia. Smlm masa kita gi rumah dia tak dibaginya kita bag isi barang utk jemputan. Kita nak balik bawa sekotak cumi je. Dia suka bagi beg tu berpilih pilih ada org dia bagi ada org dia tak bagi. I cukup tidak berkenan didouble standard jemputan begitu. Nak bg bg pada semua tak nak bg jgn bagi semua ni ada first kelas jemputan dan kita ni hanyale org mendatang je. Kecik hati smlm tp nasib baik kak kiah sedar akan tidak sedap gitu agaknya dia pun bg beg yang nampak dah ronyok2 tp terima jugale dengan hati yg terluka. Org lain sesampai je terus diberikan beg kita dah hampir terlepas jgn malu kemudian hari agaknya baru dia nak bagi kita beg tu. Sebenarnya apbila ada kelas kelas jemputan mcm tu kita yang balik pun segan. Org lain balik bawa beg kita balik tangan kosong terasa jgn tidak je dia jemput kita. Pernah pergi jemputan dibuatkan begitu juga rumah org kahwin seblh dengan ayu car wash. org lain diberikan beg kita balik tangan kosong sebutir gula gulapun tak dapat. malu rasanya dan kecik hati. Lps itu jemputan hari lain tak nak gi dah.
Tp ida sangat baik. Dia ada tgk kita ni jenis yang bukan sombong tp penyegan agaknya dia bungkus makanan banyak bagi kita. Terima kasih ida.
Role no. 4 A teacher
Hari ni siap soalan kertas 2 perdagangan kelas rose. Siap print lg 2 set sbb tidak boleh print kat sekolah. Rasa marah dan kecewa pun ada juga. Apsal pula kita print/fotostat dengan no claim. Kita boleh claim kt sekolah sbnarnya. Mm kita bayar yuran dan mereka layak dpt peruntukan peperiksaan.Kita ada banyak duit boleh diberikan claim kepada guru tp kalau kita pilih untuk menyusahkan diri sendiri tak tahu apa akibatnya nanti...... ada ke sense of belonging di kalangan para guru...... biarkan..........
Role no 5 a mother, a counselor and a good friend.
Kesian anakku hari ini. She is growing up to be a matured girl. What she is going thru is part of growing up..... I don know what will happen after this i can only hope and pray for the best to happen to her. May Allah give her strength and blessing. surely Allah loves her and ..... i don know what to write.... as tho i can feel the pain in her heart. i can only comfort her and give her reasons ... that is part and parcel of growing up. i told her that she should be grateful that she been given the chance to love and being loved.... a sweet experience for a growing up girl.... The pain of love is the same as the pain you experience when you first learn to walk or cycling. Your first experience learning to cycle, you will fall and hurt yourself but it is from this experience that you will to be an expert. And so is her. She might be a little possessive, swings with jealously but that is because she is a first timer.She is too open because she has open her heart and feels that half of her is his and half of his is her. With that in mind she would not like anybody to intrude into her territory..... but i have told her many times.... you have too long a time in front of you... anything can happen at any time..... so spare some space for yourself... i told her there are something that you have to keep to yourself and will become your secret weapon... i guess she is too naive... but anyway let her go thru this experience at least ... it is an exeprience... an experience is something that you have to go thru to be more matured..... so welcome to the world of matured people.. my love....... But there is one condition that i gave her before she indulge herself in there.... i told her... if you want to go into a relationship you must also be ready to let it go any time.... because there is nothing is eternity except Allah..... So that is experience.... The sun will still shine and life will still go on cos oxygen is free... so take a deep breath and surely it will be breathing taking seperti dekat highway tu... orang yang berdiri dekat cliff menyedut udara segar..........
That is what happen today...............
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