Third Attempt

this is my third attempt updating my blog...
wonder why it has been very hard to make visible what i have in my mind..
in fact there are so many things i want to share out with the world..
but i just cannot put it into words..
well...it just choke me..
each time i try to jot it down..

listening to my favourite song ...
she knows when i am lonesome..
she cries when i am sad...
she 's up in good times ..
she's down when...
how can i tell her about you...
girl please tell me what to do...
everything seems right whenever i am with you..
how can i tell her i don't miss her...
how can i tell her its you that i think of ..
every single night and day...

well...
seeing the condition in which my girl is going through..
i know it is a very tough time for her..
i wish there is something that i can do to lighten what she is going through..
but remember love i told you much earlier..
if you go into this affair ...
you should be prepared to let go any time..
but sure enough it is easy said than done..
i know very much that when it involves the heart and soul..
it is not like switching off the button of the computer..
if it were computerised..
then one push of the button , it is gone..
but emotion, feeling, heart and soul....
when it involves a feeling of fondness..
i know how difficult it is..
i keep telling her..
when it is gone there is nothing that we can do about it..
it is like something in other 's possession..
there is no way we can get it from them..
unless they are willing to give it to us..
remember girl.. we are the receiving factor and they are the giving factor..
if they do not want to give it to us..
and decide to offer it to some one else...
even how much we want to have it..
it is theirs and they have the full contorl over it..
we cannot go and beg for it..
when it come to the matter of the heart ..
we cannot force it..
it comes naturally...
there is no forcing...
if it is there..
it is also something that is not forced but it comes naturally..
love is something that is precious dear...
if they want to keep it and give it to someone else then...
that is destiny..(itu suratan takdir)..
have faith dear..
if the love is for you ..
it will come back one day..
but if it is not for you then...
no matter what you do and for how long you are going to wait..
well... give yourself time and room...
open up your heart and mind..
just keept consoling and comforting yourself..
at times we really have to console and comfort ourself..
if we dont do that ..
then we are going to break down..
we are actually spoiling our own life and future...
remember dear...if ever it comes back to us then it is a bonus..
then it is fated for us..
if not... then... life must go on..
remember karate kid says..

"sometimes life may failed u.but,u urself can choose.either to wake up and fight or be down.and regretting all ur past life"..

so get up girl...
walk more briskly.... cos if you fail again...
you will have a triple failure...
pull your strength together...
and be the strong girl that you once were...